“Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” Romans 12:12
Showing posts with label encouragement. Show all posts
Showing posts with label encouragement. Show all posts

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Praise God!

Now unto to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than ALL we can ask or imagine, according to HIS power that is at work within us.
  Ephesians 3:20

So much to thank God for in this post!

Last week, I applied for an RN position at Yukon Integris in Labor and Delivery, where I did my Leadership. Getting to this point, however, wasn't as easy as it sounds.

Back up a few weeks...We were told back before Leadership began that the director was intending to hire us once Leadership was over. Well, here it was the second week of August, Leadership has been finished since July 11th, graduation is done, and we hadn't heard a single word. I was sending multiple emails just trying to get some answers.

Even out of desperation in one of the emails to the director, I wrote, "I am just really starting to get nervous because I want to have a job once I pass boards".

Still didn't get a response, even after that... My wonderful husband kept reminding to to be patient and that God will work everything out.

Patience...why is that word SO hard to live out??

After waiting two weeks (talk about patience!), I get a response from the director saying she was opening up two "new grad" positions and to let her know once I had applied. I applied last Thursday and that same day received an email saying my application was being moved onto the next step and sent to the manager for screening. Yes!!! Progress!!! Finally!!

Fast forward to this past Monday.....

Wes and I were walking into Target and he says to me, "Gosh, when are you going to be able to start working??" (And he is the one telling me to be patient!) :)

I calmly said, "Well, I am just waiting on a call to get an interview scheduled with Integris and of course I still have to take boards and I haven't gotten my "authorization to test" letter yet so still waiting on that too. So nothing can happen until those two things come through."

I'm not even kidding you when I tell you this but we were not inside Target for longer than 10 minutes when my phone beeps saying I have an email. I look at my phone and.....there's my "authorization to test" letter telling me I can schedule my NCLEX.

Already I am thinking....wow...how ironic is that? We were just saying that needed to happen and wa la! There is it! Crazy....

I barely had time to put my phone back up in my purse when it started ringing...I didn't recognize the number but answered it anyway. And who was it???

Human Resources with Integris wanting to schedule an interview!!!

I kid you not...that was exactly how it happened. Wow! There's no way to deny it...that was a God thing. It's amazing that we don't even have to stop and pray for the things we desire and/or need but God still hears us and knows our heart and He will answer. Many people think that if we don't pray for what we need, then God won't know what we need.

But God's Word says:

Psalm 20:3- "May He grant your heart's desires and make all your plans succeed."

Psalm 37:4,5- "Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart's desires. Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust Him, and He will hep you."

God wants to give you the desires of your heart. He knows your heart without you having to say a single word. All he asks is that you seek Him in all you do and put your trust and faith in Him. It is then that He will begin to set things in motion before you even have a chance to ask.

My interview was Tuesday morning and as of yesterday afternoon, I HAVE A JOB! Praise God!!!

I want to share this worship song with you. This is a new worship song that we have been singing at church lately. I noticed my heart singing these lyrics after all the wonderful things that God has done in my life this week.

This is the prayer of my heart. That I will always remain confident in Christ because of the things He has done for me. I will continue to set my hope on Him for I know He holds my future and has wonderful plans for my life. God, you are SO good and SO faithful! I thank you today for the many blessings you have given me.

May this song be an encouragement to you and you will find strength and confidence in these words.





Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Life Lately (Take 2)

Well, there is nothing more frustrating than spending over an hour on writing a post and then with one accidental hit of a key, the whole thing... gone! Great....

So this post might not be as elaborate as the last but hopefully my thoughts are still there and I will be able to "re-capture" my thoughts as in the previous post.

I have been telling myself every day for about a week that I need to write a blog post but somehow, life happened and it's already a week later. And before I know it, I am left with the challenge of having to update quite a lot of stuff and the post gets longer...and longer...

I will try to keep it short and sweet. No promises though. :)

Wes's business in the studio has been great! There were actually three consecutive nights last week that he wasn't home before midnight. Most of his clients have jobs during the day so that means recording can't start until at least 6:30 at night which makes for a long night. But it is business and we are so thankful for it!

We had figured up how much we would need this month to just cover bills and have already surpassed that amount with the recent studio business. God is faithful.

This made it hard not seeing him in the evenings, especially since I was gone all week during the day hours.

Monday thru Thursday was the all day, Hurst Review at the college. This is a live review session for the NCLEX where we get all we need to know (we hope!) for passing boards. We started each morning at 8 am and didn't end until at least 4 pm if not later. Now I know this is most people's normal job hours, what's the big deal right?

Well....We are talking constant learning and LOTS of information all at one time. I think by the end of the week all of our brains felt like they might explode. Although it made for some loooong days, it was SO helpful and I feel so much more confident after taking the class. Time (and money!) well spent. Bring it on NCLEX!!!

This is our book that we worked through all week. Let's just say this book will go with me everywhere until boards are over. :)

Doesn't all this information just look crazy? What's even crazier is that we all completely understand it and it makes perfect sense to us. :)

And this is what happens during Hurst Review....candy becomes a constant source for brain food. The candy obsession usually started every day at 8 am sharp! haha

Overall, it was a great review and gave us all that little extra boost of confidence in our ability to pass boards the first time. Not sure when that will be, I am still waiting for my letter to arrive that says I can schedule my testing date. It will most likely be sometime mid September.

With my long days and Wes's long nights, it made it tough not getting to see each other except for a few minutes in the morning as I rushed out the door at 7:30 am and a few minutes at night as Wes climbed into bed at midnight.

One night Wes got home at almost exactly midnight and I decided to wake up enough to talk to him about his day and fill him in on my day as well. Best decision I ever made. We laid in bed talking until 2 am!

This is where I have to mention how much I love nights like these. There is something so wonderful and so comforting about laying in the dark, next to your spouse, talking about your day, and reminiscing on our lives together. It allows us to really realize just how lucky we are to have each other and marvel at the way God has continued to guide us and protect us throughout our lives. We are blessed!

These nights are happening more and more and I am so thankful for every single moment. Those moments are so precious and so important as we continue to grow as a couple and continue to grow in Christ, together.

Hurst Review ended on Thursday and Wes didn't have anything going on in the studio, so we decided to pack our bags, loaded up Lexi, and head to Lawton to visit my parents.

Lexi does SO well in the car. I hear a lot of people talk about how much their dogs hate car rides and even have a hard time getting them into the car. Not the case with our little pup. She sits in the driver's lap, looks out in the window a couple of times, and eventually falls asleep.

This trip was no different....


She was asleep before we were even out of Oklahoma City. And she has to sleep in the driver's lap, the passenger's lap just won't do. Wes joked and said that's because she likes to be in control. haha Maybe so! She is a Yorkie after all.

The next day, we made a trip to my dad's music store and of course Wes walked away with new "toys" for the studio. Have to put money in to make a profit, right? Well, that's what I say at least as he shows me all these expensive "toys" he wants/needs for the studio. I was glad to see him happy though. :)

After going to the "store" (that's what my family calls it) we headed up to my mom's school where she teaches. For as long as I can remember, come August I was always up at her school helping her get her room ready for the upcoming school year. I'm sure I wasn't much help when I was younger, but I always enjoyed it.


Wes and I showing off "what we did"! Getting a classroom ready for the school year means putting up lots and lots of bulletin boards. I think we get an A+!

That evening, we drove out of town to Wichita Falls to have dinner at the BEST Japanese Steakhouse EVER, Samari of Tokyo.

For those who live in Oklahoma City (or maybe those who don't) and know about how wonderful Ted's mexican food is and how you always compare any other mexican restaurant to Ted's. Well, to give you an idea, Samari of Tokyo is the "Ted's" of hibachi grills. SO good! Even Wes agreed that it was the best he's had and definitely worth the trip.

I enjoy spending time with Wes and my family so much. It has been so nice to be done with school and have a little bit of time off to do the things that I want to do, like visiting family. With Wes now not working on the weekends, we will have many more opportunities to make these trips to Lawton. Nothing compares and nothing is more relaxing than spending time with family.

We headed back home the next morning. I had a hair appointment and Wes had work in the studio to get done. Here is Lexi on the way out of town....

Not asleep yet....but if you think her eyes look sleepy it's probably because she had been awake since 5:30 am! Crazy dog...doesn't she know it's Saturday?! She fell asleep not long after this.

I started reading this book in the car on the way back. I actually read it out loud to Wes so technically we are both reading it. Such an amazing book! If you are looking for a book to read, this is one to buy!

We stayed up till 2 am Sunday night reading it. We didn't end up finishing it, but got pretty close. It's such a page turner. You just want to keep reading...and reading....But we decided it was late and called it a night.

This is another book I just picked up from Barnes and Noble yesterday. I saw an article about this book in People magazine and knew it would be a good read. Anyone read it?? I hope to start it soon.


Something new happened in our house Monday morning and I hope it is something that we keep up with and really learn to enjoy.

Before even getting out of bed, Wes and I listened to a 15 minute devotional by Joyce Meyer. We then spent a few minutes focusing on one of the scriptures she had mentioned and dicussed what it meant. This is something Wes and I have been wanting to do for a loooong time. I'm talking before we were even engaged, we would always talk about how much we needed to do a devotional time together but it never seemed to happen.

It's so easy to get busy and not make the time. But honestly...look at the things we DO make time for that are not nearly as important as our walk with Christ. There is nothing more important and it therefore deserves our time.

Before Wes headed out the door to the studio, we did something else that we have yet to do as a couple. We prayed together. Hand in hand...each praying for our day ahead.

The day felt so good after that moment. I noticed my spirit happy, excited, and ready to face the day. I noticed I started singing out loud, "Rejoice in the Lord always and again I say rejoice...Rejoice in Lord always and again I say rejoice!"

Lexi would stop and look up at me with her head titled sideways. It felt so good to sing praises to His name and start my day off with such focus on what truly matters in life....and that is my relationship with God.

We have a new commitment to God and to each other to take the time, everyday, to spend time in the Word of God and with each other in prayer.

I am in awe of the wonderful works of the Lord. He has blessed me with a husband who loves and serves the Lord and wants to grow in Christ with me. I prayed and prayed for my future husband to be such a man but I got more than I could have ever asked for.

This scripture has always been an encouragement to me. I share it with you hoping you too will be able to rejoice for the things God has done in your life and find strength in the power of Christ.

"We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation. And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love."
Romans 5:3-5


Thursday, March 17, 2011

Spring Break Days 2 and 3

I may not have gone anywhere this week, but it really has been nice to get to do things I want to do without having school getting in the way.

Tuesday I finally hung our signature picture frames from the wedding. The pictures sat against the wall without the glass in them for the longest time. It's funny how something so simple, that doesn't take much time at all, gets put off for so long. But I am so glad they are finally up on the wall. They turned out great! I am glad we made the choice to do this instead of having your basic guest book. This is so much more memorable and can be looked at every single day.




Tuesday night we had Wes' brother, Dave, over for dinner. He also brought with him a girl that he has been hanging out with recently.

Now that Wes is a married man, Dave has been anxious to find the one for him. He sees how happy Wes is and wants to experience that for himself. After going through some interesting relationships, he may have found a good one! She is very mature and seems really genuine. Definitely great traits to have.

Wes and I had only met her once briefly, so we decided it would be nice to invite both of them over for dinner. Even though dinner was at our house, Dave wanted to cook his shrimp scampi for us. It was SO good!! And I'm pretty sure he impressed his lady friend with his cooking skills as well.

We had such a good time hanging out together that we are planning a trip to the Zoo this coming Sunday. The weather is supposed to be a lot nicer than last Sunday, so hopefully those plans will go through.

Wednesday morning started out really well by getting an e-mail from our photographer. She has been working on our wedding album and now was ready for us to take a look at what she's done. This album will be such a great way of being able to look back and remember our wedding day. Finals edits won't be complete until I "okay" all of the spreads. Each book normally contains 28 pages but ours is going to have 38! I knew we had taken  a lot of pictures but WOW! The only way to get everything in was to create more pages.

So I spent the entire morning yesterday going through each page and writing down any changes I want to make. I've decided to make a trip to Lawton and meet up with the photographer this Saturday so we can make sure all the changes I want to make are clearly understood. This way she can make the final edits and send it off for publishing!

Here is a "sneak peak" of one page of our album that she sent me a few weeks ago. Once everything is complete, I will post a link to the website to view each  page.



Pretty handsome groom I have, huh? :) I am blessed!!

By the time I finished looking at pictures it was early afternoon and the weather was gorgeous outside. So I decided to get out and enjoy the weather and start working on the flower bed.

I have been to both Home Depot and Lowe's within the past few days looking at the different types of edging to put around the flower bed but haven't made any final decisions yet. But, even though I didn't plan on doing the edging part of it, I knew I at least needed to get it cleaned out.

I didn't want Lexi to have to stay inside all day while I was outside so I found a way to stake her leash to a pole in the front yard so she could sit outside with me while I worked. Here is a picture of my little helper.



She did such a good job just hanging out. Never once did she whine or bark at all. And since she was being so good, I decided to give her a little more slack on her leash so she could be closer to me while I was digging. And she decided the digging looked pretty fun and wanted to try it out for herself. I just might have found a good way to get my plants in the ground this year!



It was SO nice to be outside in such great weather. And I got my task accomplished. Now I just have to get my mom up to OKC so we can go flower shopping and get something planted!

I had to get all the old mulch out first. So gross and so messy.

Before

After!

Doesn't look like I did much, but it looks a lot better! And ready to be planted in soon!


Look at this poor, tired face. She was wore out!



That evening we went out to Wes' parents house. Wes had a vocal session at the studio so I decided to go and visit with his mom and let her see Lexi. And also so Lexi could play with Barkley, his mom's Sheltie.

They played SO hard that within about an hour they both had collapsed and fallen asleep. Lexi had a full, busy, tiring day yesterday. But she most definitely needs it to get all that puppy energy out so I welcome the chance to wear her out. :)

It was so good to see Wes out in the studio again recording. I love watching him in his "element" and doing what he loves to do. He has such joy when he gets to be in the studio. That joy doesn't come as easy with the post office work. And in just two and a half hours, he was able to make $100. Not too bad. Pretty good money for such a short period of time.

Ahh..one day our life will be just the way we want it to be. Wes recording music full time and me working in an area of nursing I love. It's so hard to not want those things NOW. We don't want to wait. But we just have to be patient and take one day at time. We know we are in God's will, doing what we are supposed to be doing, right now. And the only way to see our hopes and dreams come alive, is to continue to walk in His will and trust Him in all that we do.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your way acknowledge Him,
And he will make your paths straight."

Proverbs 3:5-6

Too many times we try to make sense of where our life is at the present moment. When all it comes down to is as long as we have peace about whatever it is we are doing, then we ARE in the will of God and He will provide a path if we acknowledge that He is the creator of our future, past and present. As long as we continue to seek His face and obey His word, He has promised us a wonderful future full of peace and hope.

My challenge to you:

"Fix your eyes not what is seen, but what is unseen.
For what we see is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."
2 Corinthians 4:18

We face this challenge whether life is peaceful and prosperous or whether life is filled with multiple trials and hardships.  The tendency is to fix our eyes on what is seen.  Whether life is going well or is very hard we need to always remember “this too will pass.” 
 

Monday, March 14, 2011

Spring Break Day 1

Today is my first official day of Spring Break. And so far I have managed to do not a single bit of studying. So much for that idea! :)

But I will try to keep my promise about posting this week.

The weather in Oklahoma continues to baffle me. Today it is just down right COLD! As I sat on the couch drinking my cup of morning coffee, I looked out the window thinking it didn't look to be TOO cold. Although absolutely NO sun, I somehow thought it would be warm(er).

So I decide to look at WeatherBug and see what the temperature actually was before I made the decision to go out of the house. 38 degrees!! Really?! It was just 80 two days ago!

One would think after being in Oklahoma this long that I would be used to this drastic weather changing business by now but apparently not. I continue to be slightly perturbed at how unfair mother nature can be sometimes.

I have plans this week to work on our front flowerbed. Don't expect to get anything planted just yet but it most definitely needs some TLC so the plants actually stand a chance at survival.

The plan is to take out the old edging and put in something new. Then clean out all the old mulch from last year, get out all the grass, and turn over the soil a little bit. Now saying that sounds easier than it might end up being.

I had hoped to get to Lowe's or Home Depot today and maybe get started. But the weather didn't chose to cooperate so I will wait to do that tomorrow.

Instead I made a trip to the grocery store for dinner stuff for the week. I figured the least I can do while I am home all week relaxing, is to cook dinner for Wes. I  decided to go with our top five favorite recipes. Here's what they ended up being:

1) Chili
2) Crock Pot Pork Chops
3) Meatloaf
4) Spaghetti with Homemade Marinara Sauce
5) Pesto Pasta w/ Shrimp and Tomatoes

We have been really bad lately about going out to eat. I may not have mentioned this yet but we did look at how much money we saved by not eating out and cooking at home, for one month. The results aren't what we expected. Turns out, we spent just as much at the grocery store as we had been eating out.

(Maybe this is why I stopped cooking...)

Crazy to believe. But, the way I make sense of it is, food costs money and we have to eat. So there isn't going to be too many ways around spending money on food. It just HAS to happen. I know I could really be thrifty with my choices at the grocery store but I'm always in such a hurry. Now it's a miracle if I make it to the grocery store once a week.

Work in progress I guess.

This week will be a different story though; dinner at home ALL week for us!

I wanted to share this YouTube video with all of you. I always listen to the Bethany Dillon Pandora station on my phone while I get ready in the morning. And this song started playing.

No matter where you are in life right now, I feel like this song can touch your heart in whatever way you need it to. The words have a way of anchoring your heart back to what really matters and remind yourself that you are never alone in life.

What do you feel your heart saying where you hear this song?

For me, the title of the song says it all: Sufficient.





Friday, January 28, 2011

Everything I Need

What a week it has been.

Clinicals started up this week. We are going two days a week to Integris Southwest on the OB floor.

This rotation is turning out to be everything I had hoped it would be and more. I previously worked for a family care doctor who also specialized in obstetrics. So going into nursing school, I kind of had an idea that I may be interested in working in OB one day.

But I have kept an open mind in all the areas we have been in and to wait until the OB rotation got here to really decide.

And now that it's here, my mind just might be made up. It is such a different world compared to Med-Surg floors. I never felt a strong desire to work on a Med-Surg floor, and after experiencing this...that lack of desire is confirmed. OB is where I can see myself working in a hospital setting, for sure.

I didn't get to see any babies born because I was assigned to the postpartum area of the floor. So I got to take care of all the new mommies and see the babies after they were born.

OB is a great fit for me in many ways. One, the mothers are usually healthy. No huge medical concerns or time consuming needs. All they want is to have their baby (and their pain meds) and they are happy.

Which brings me to my next reason it is a good fit; the patients are generally very happy! It is such a special time in the lives of these women that they are overjoyed about their new baby and thus are very pleasant to take care of.

And lastly, which I can't speak for all OB staff, but the staff on this particular OB floor are awesome. So laid back, easy going, caring and most of all they love their job. Such a difference from other floors. Most floors we have experienced so far, the staff complains a lot and generally just seem to hate life and hate their job. Now that's something I want to be around every single day....absolutely not! I want to not only love my job personally, but I want to work with others who feel the same. Makes for a much easier 12 hour shift.

So it has overall been a very refreshing experience so far. I just might have found my "nitch" in nursing.

Aside from nursing school, this has been a tough week for Wes and I.

Wes found out early this week that he is going to be reassigned to a different station starting Saturday.

Right now, he is stationed at the post office not even 5 minutes from our house. Very convenient for when he has to be at work at 6:45 AM. And in the 6 months he has been there, he has really enjoyed his supervisors and the other carriers.

And just when you get comfortable...change happens. No one likes change and so it has been hard on Wes. He is going to miss the people he has worked with and doesn't really know what to expect from this new station. Change is never easy but we have realized you just have to make the best of the situations you are given.

Wes starts at his new station tomorrow. We are keeping a positive attitude and trusting God that this change is for the good and will possibly open up doors for new opportunities.

This scripture comes to mind:
Romans 8:28

"And we know that God causes everything to work together for the GOOD of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them. "


What a wonderful reminder from God that He will make everything to work together for the good. When we are having a hard time understanding the meaning behind the things that happen in our lives, we can stand on His promise that no matter how negative the situation may seem, God will always produce a good outcome out of any and all situations. In those hard times and in times of change, all we need is God.

As Wes has been battling this new change in his job, I have been battling constant headaches, all week.

Now that I am in school, I don't exactly have time to stop and let a headache keep me from doing the things that I need to do. It's been hard this week to get school work done while being in constant pain. And doesn't do much for my mood either.

I made the decision to get a massage this morning, hoping it would help relieve some of the pain. And thank goodness it did! The lady said my neck (tension headaches) was pretty bad but she was able to release some of the tightness. Even though my head is still hurting a little bit, there is relief. And after a full week of pain, even just a little bit of relief is great.

Through the tough times this week, Wes and I have been encouraged by this particular song: "Everything I Need" by Kutless.

When I found myself grumbling or upset, I have turned on this song and felt such a sense of power within the words. That God is my strength in my weakness and everything in my time of need. We definitely had times of weakness this week and are in a time of need.

So powerful. From headaches to job changes...He is everything we need to make it through.

The first clip is from the singer of Kutless explaining the meaning behind writing this song. And the second clip, is the actual song with lyrics.

We all are needing something. But where are we looking to fill that need?

I hope you will listen to this song and find the blessing and encouragement we have.