“Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” Romans 12:12

Friday, January 28, 2011

Everything I Need

What a week it has been.

Clinicals started up this week. We are going two days a week to Integris Southwest on the OB floor.

This rotation is turning out to be everything I had hoped it would be and more. I previously worked for a family care doctor who also specialized in obstetrics. So going into nursing school, I kind of had an idea that I may be interested in working in OB one day.

But I have kept an open mind in all the areas we have been in and to wait until the OB rotation got here to really decide.

And now that it's here, my mind just might be made up. It is such a different world compared to Med-Surg floors. I never felt a strong desire to work on a Med-Surg floor, and after experiencing this...that lack of desire is confirmed. OB is where I can see myself working in a hospital setting, for sure.

I didn't get to see any babies born because I was assigned to the postpartum area of the floor. So I got to take care of all the new mommies and see the babies after they were born.

OB is a great fit for me in many ways. One, the mothers are usually healthy. No huge medical concerns or time consuming needs. All they want is to have their baby (and their pain meds) and they are happy.

Which brings me to my next reason it is a good fit; the patients are generally very happy! It is such a special time in the lives of these women that they are overjoyed about their new baby and thus are very pleasant to take care of.

And lastly, which I can't speak for all OB staff, but the staff on this particular OB floor are awesome. So laid back, easy going, caring and most of all they love their job. Such a difference from other floors. Most floors we have experienced so far, the staff complains a lot and generally just seem to hate life and hate their job. Now that's something I want to be around every single day....absolutely not! I want to not only love my job personally, but I want to work with others who feel the same. Makes for a much easier 12 hour shift.

So it has overall been a very refreshing experience so far. I just might have found my "nitch" in nursing.

Aside from nursing school, this has been a tough week for Wes and I.

Wes found out early this week that he is going to be reassigned to a different station starting Saturday.

Right now, he is stationed at the post office not even 5 minutes from our house. Very convenient for when he has to be at work at 6:45 AM. And in the 6 months he has been there, he has really enjoyed his supervisors and the other carriers.

And just when you get comfortable...change happens. No one likes change and so it has been hard on Wes. He is going to miss the people he has worked with and doesn't really know what to expect from this new station. Change is never easy but we have realized you just have to make the best of the situations you are given.

Wes starts at his new station tomorrow. We are keeping a positive attitude and trusting God that this change is for the good and will possibly open up doors for new opportunities.

This scripture comes to mind:
Romans 8:28

"And we know that God causes everything to work together for the GOOD of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them. "


What a wonderful reminder from God that He will make everything to work together for the good. When we are having a hard time understanding the meaning behind the things that happen in our lives, we can stand on His promise that no matter how negative the situation may seem, God will always produce a good outcome out of any and all situations. In those hard times and in times of change, all we need is God.

As Wes has been battling this new change in his job, I have been battling constant headaches, all week.

Now that I am in school, I don't exactly have time to stop and let a headache keep me from doing the things that I need to do. It's been hard this week to get school work done while being in constant pain. And doesn't do much for my mood either.

I made the decision to get a massage this morning, hoping it would help relieve some of the pain. And thank goodness it did! The lady said my neck (tension headaches) was pretty bad but she was able to release some of the tightness. Even though my head is still hurting a little bit, there is relief. And after a full week of pain, even just a little bit of relief is great.

Through the tough times this week, Wes and I have been encouraged by this particular song: "Everything I Need" by Kutless.

When I found myself grumbling or upset, I have turned on this song and felt such a sense of power within the words. That God is my strength in my weakness and everything in my time of need. We definitely had times of weakness this week and are in a time of need.

So powerful. From headaches to job changes...He is everything we need to make it through.

The first clip is from the singer of Kutless explaining the meaning behind writing this song. And the second clip, is the actual song with lyrics.

We all are needing something. But where are we looking to fill that need?

I hope you will listen to this song and find the blessing and encouragement we have.






Sunday, January 23, 2011

Random Thoughts

My first week back was SO busy and long. Every day was completely FULL of topics and guest speakers, back to back. Yuck. We even had a "snow day" on Thursday and classes were cancelled. It really wasn't the snow that was the problem, it was the crazy layer of ice that was coating the streets at 7 AM. Ice? Umm.. no thanks!

I have always decided that school is never worth possibly losing your life just to get to class. So even before they called class off, I had already decided to stay inside where it's warm and safe. It was really nice though to have the chance to get assignments and reading done. They packed our week so full, we barely had time to breathe!

This is another day when I wish Wes wasn't working a job that requires him to be outside all day. But, he survived the bitter cold with the help of two layers of socks, two layers of gloves, toe and hand warmers, earmuffs, gator, long johns, and spikes on his shoes to keep him from slipping on the ice. I would say he was pretty prepared! (I should have gotten a picture of that one, huh?)

Not much else has been going on in the DeWitte household though. Just a full week of class for me and bitter cold week for Wes at work. It's so wonderful to have someone to come home to after a long, tiring day and just relax and unwind. Marriage is wonderful.


This is what I got to look at ALL day for three days...
I'm pretty sure we sat in the same spot for at LEAST 12 hours total.


Day two of class..Hollie, Jessica and I all had the same idea with the glasses this day so I had to take a picture. LOVE these girls!
 



I recently downloaded four new albums from Amazon. I can't even tell you how long it's been since I have downloaded music so I figured it was time.

It has taken me about a week of listening to these albums, in the background of whatever it is I'm doing, before I have found quite a few songs that are really amazing.

Wes and I both had the discussion last night that we both have to listen to an album sort of "unconsciously", like in the car driving or for me it's listening to it while I clean the house, before songs start to actually tug at your heart and make you want to listen to it over and over.

So I was cleaning yesterday and had Addison Road playing and the song "Change in the Making" really stuck out to me so I listened to it again and again yesterday. Every time I listen to it, God speaks to me through the lyrics.

It is refreshing to know that God is continually shaping our lives and the person we are in Him. We always say things like, "I wish I had more patience" or "I wish I wouldn't have made the decisions I have made". This song tells us that God knows who we are and He is always molding us, each and every day, into the person He wants us to be. It is our job to have faith. Faith that He will never give up on us no matter how torn up and beat down we feel we are. God can change that and turn it around. Like this song says, we are "under construction" with God. We are His work that is yet to be completed. Have faith that God is making a change in you.  





I honestly don't know what I would do without music. Music is my way of escaping reality and leads me to a wonderful place of worship.

And how wonderful it is so be able to share that same unexplainable joy of music with your spouse. Our love for music definitely brings us closer every single day. And for that, I am grateful to God for putting the love of music into our marriage.

I hope I can find time during the crazy weeks of nursing school to update the blog more often. It's amazing how much the details of the week become a blur by the end of the week. So when I actually get time to sit down and blog, I can't even remember what happened.

But I will do my best.

Oh, and meal planning....is officially "on hold". ha

I barely found time to go to the grocery store last week. And when I did go, all I wanted to get was milk.

It really does take time to plan and even more time to go to the grocery store without forgetting something. But it did keep us from going out to eat and spending money. We have already gone out I think three times in the past four days. Ugh....

Hopefully I will get my second wind on the meal planning. Our budget would really appreciate it for sure!

So instead of meal planning, I am going to spend my Sunday afternoon relaxing, watching a movie, and maybe catching up on some reading for school. (I don't think the words relax and reading for school are meant to go in the same sentence...) But gotta get rested up before another full week of school; clinicals start Tuesday! Maybe I will get to see a baby be born! SO exciting!
 



Monday, January 17, 2011

Back to School...Break is Over!

Oh yes, the day I have been waiting for, time to go back to school!

Wow, what an awesome break it has been!

Our first newlywed Christmas, the big debut of our wonderful blog, a new car and of course a brand new year!

And now back to reality...

But before I do, a quick post.

The new car is AWESOME! I absolutely LOVE it! We made such a great choice and continually look at each other every time we get in the car and say, "Man, we got a great deal, this is a really good car!".

We are expecting more snow again this week so this will be the RAV's official winter "test". I'm sure it will conquer the snow with ease and cause us to realize, once again, how happy we are we made the choice to buy a Toyota.

Now since I got my new toy (the car), Wes decided he needed his new toy as well. We have been going back and forth on this purchase but finally made the decision to go forth with it.

Wes's work schedule and just the general physical demand of his job has not allowed him to get out to his studio to do his recording stuff as often as he would like. Therefore, I so graciously (like the choice of words?) allowed Wes to transform our converted garage to his "studio away from home" space.

There has just been one thing missing to allow him to really utilize it like he needs to and that was a new computer. The software he used to do his recording/mixing requires a Mac and so we made the purchase of a new Mac.



Now he can do what he loves most, all from the comfort of our own home!

It is such a joy for me to see my husband happy. No better feeling.

My mom came up for a night this weekend. And as usual, we did a little shopping. :) Check out my new purse! TOO cute!!



I really love having my mom here. It's so nice to have a mom that is not only your mom but your best friend. I know no one else, besides my husband, that I am able to confide in about anything and to have so much fun no matter what we do. We always make each other laugh at only the things her and I can understand. Precious memories I will always, always cherish.

Great husband. Great family. BLESSED!

School starts up full swing tomorrow morning. Aside from getting a week off during March for Spring Break, this is it until it's all over. No other breaks until graduation July 31, 2011!

I love starting out a new semester. It's somewhat refreshing because you have a "blank slate" so-to-speak and can chose to make it a great semester, right from the start. And after one week...you forgot you even said that or maybe just can't believe you actually thought it would happen.

Life happens, things get stressful, and all of a sudden you are behind on studying once again and are doing what you can just to hold your head above water. Ahh..the joys of nursing school.

But I'm staying optimistic!

It has been a great experience thus far though and I really am enjoying it. This semester I will get to see what OB & Delivery and Critical Care (Ped's) is all about. Hoping I find my "niche" soon so I will have a better idea as to what I want to do once I am licensed.

So please pray for me now for a good semester. I am confident and hopeful. It will be good. :)


Thursday, January 13, 2011

Blessings

And verdict is... we have a new car!!!

The loan went through with the bank with ease, Wes signed the paperwork last night, and I am going to pick up the car today at 1:00!

I am SUPER excited!! I can't seem to say "thank you" enough to my wonderful husband for choosing to buy ME a car and put his up for sale.

Wes always says that he is a selfish person. And that marriage has been a hard concept in regards to "it's not all about me anymore, it's about us". He feels that he still struggles with not being selfish and thinking of us more often than himself.

Really?! And he just bought ME a car..that to me is one of the most selfless acts a husband can do. To ensure his wife's happiness over his own.

I really get teared up thinking about how incredibly lucky I am to have Wes as my husband. He is so perfect for me in so many ways. So perfect that there is no doubt in my mind that God created him just the way he is, exactly for me and no one else.

What a great feeling it is to wake up every day happy and confident in your marriage and to go to bed just the same way. I am blessed.

Here is a picture of the new car. :)






God is GOOD!