“Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” Romans 12:12

Friday, February 18, 2011

Week(s) in Review

Okay, I'm bound and determined to get a post done before the week is over again. My posts are starting to become the previous "week in review" since I can't ever find enough time to catch up during the week itself. But, better late than never, right?

Last week...let's see if my brain can go back that far....

Monday, I got the wonderful idea to break open the Bride and Groom cookbook again. We haven't been cooking at home as often as we would like or should I say, as often as we SHOULD. But we haven't had spaghetti in a long time so I thought I would look up a recipe to make homemade sauce. And, of course, the B&G cookbook didn't let me down..it actually had TWO different spaghetti sauce recipes but I opted for the easier one. (Maybe later when life isn't so crazy!)

I didn't take pictures of the sauce (that seemed a little boring) but it was AMAZING! The B&G cookbook continues its streak of awesome and yummy recipes that will most defiantely get cooked again.

But I didn't stop there! When we first got the cookbook, I was quickly flipping through the pages and Wes stopped me on the Carrot Cake recipe. He immediately said, "Oh, we HAVE to try this one sometime!".

Wes LOVES carrot cake and always talks about the amazing carrot cake he had in New York City a few years ago. That no other carrot cake has been able to stack up to that one.

So, feeling in the mood for a little bit of a challenge, I decide to make the carrot cake.

Side Note: I have NO desire to eat carrot cake. Carrots in a dessert just doesn't sound good at all and it has coconut in it which is definately not something I enjoy. BUT, I am wanting to make this cake anyway for my wonderful husband who I know will be SO excited to see what I have made him. If that isn't a picture of TRUE love, I don't know what is. :)

Back to the cake...I don't really think I read the recipe well enough to realize the undertaking I had gotten myself into.

As I am gathering all my ingredients together and start reading the recipe for the first few steps, I come to a halt. It calls for a mixer. I know, I know..how do you make a cake without a mixer? I should have known, right? I guess I was being naive and thought hand mixing would do just fine.

Luckily, we did get a very nice mixer from the hostesses at one of our wedding showers. Time to break it in!

After digging the mixer out behind a pile of wedding gifts stored away (the ones we don't have room for), I could finally start.

I captured the carrot cake undertaking all with pictures. So here we go...

And it begins!!


This was most definately a step I did not read close enough. I had to grate 1 1/2 CUPS of carrot! No mistake there, CUPS! This took forever and made me really question, "Why am I doing this again?". Oh that's right, so make my husband happy. :)


Ridiculous! (But worth it!)


The rest of the ingredients ready to go in. Carrot puree (baby food), grated carrots and coconut.


Mixer is ready to go!


Looks like baby food for SURE now! haha


Poor into two pans and into the oven they go!


And this was the mess I had to deal with after it was all done. I love cooking but I HATE the cleaing up part. I need a maid to just clean up my dishes for me. :) I might cook more often!


Ready to ice the cake! Gotta find the right tool!


Didn't take pictures of the icing being made but it was just cream cheese, butter, powdered sugar and vanilla extract. Yum!!


Icing this cake look forever!


Finished product with a slice cut out for Wes! There is a layer of icing inbetween the two cake layers but it's hard to see here.


Wes enjoying his cake. Must be good, doesn't look like there is much left on that plate!


And the verdict is...B&G wins again!! Wes said this cake was just as good as the cake in NYC. YES!!


This was a great night. Good dinner and good desert. LOVE spending these relaxing nights with my husband.

However, the bigger part of my week happened Tuesday night into Wednesday.

We did get yet another snow storm come through Wednesday. Really Oklahoma? This one wasn't near as bad as the previous but it was enough to cancel clinicals again. I was somewhat glad though because I ended up driving to Lawton unexpectedly, in the snow.

Tuesday night I got a Facebook message from my mom telling me that my/our Jack Russel Terrier, Beamer, was doing very good at all. My parents had taken him to the vet that evening and he was running a 105 fever, throwing up, and very, very lethargic (for him). Not good in a dog.

The vet gave him a few shots, sent them home with antibiotics, said to continue to check his temperature and told them to call in the morning with an update.

So..Wednesday morning. Fever was down to 100 but was unable to hold down the antibiotic at all. The vet said to bring him in for blood work. (Which I thought should have been done the day before, but I'm no vet either)

Blood work comes back. Complete kidney AND liver failure. His numbers were so high the machine couldn't even read it. All the values were "greater than..." on both organ functioning.

Like I said...not good.

My mom called and we both immediately began crying so hard. Wondering why a completely healthy, 7 year old terrier all of a sudden is at death's door?? What happened?!

Now remember when the snow started? Yup. I made the decision to get in the car and make the drive to Lawton to see Beamer. I wasn't sure what was going to happen but I had a feeling it wasn't going to be good.

Here's the story with Beamer: I bought Beamer as a puppy my sophomore year of college over the summer. Complete impulse buy. Never intended on walking out of that pet store with a dog but I did. When I brought him home my mom completely flipped out. I don't think I have EVER seen her THAT mad at me before. I really debated on whether I should just take the dog back.

Side Note: My dad was also in the hospital at the time too. Probably wasn't a good thing to add to the already stressful situation you think? Yeah...I don't think I WAS thinking.

Yes she was upset because my dad was sick in the hospital and I have no business having a dog. But there's more to it. I was going to be moving into an apartment when school started back up. An apartment that did NOT allow pets. Ha. But me being the naive 19 year old I was..I didn't think that would matter.

Right? Wrong.

Long story short, my parents refused to let me take Beamer to the apartment in August and there he stayed. So even though he technically has been with my parents way longer than he was ever with me, I still consider him my dog and love him to death. Not to mention my parents are extremely attached thus being the reason I never chose to have him come live with me after college. He is a truly unique dog and he definitely could never be replaced.

This was a huge blow to the family to have to hear this news.

The vet basically gave him a 50/50 chance. Possibly less than that with both kidney and liver being so badly affected. They wanted to get him started on IV fluids immediately, keep him overnight and redraw blood work in the morning to see where we stand.

I wasn't going to wait until the morning to see him. If he didn't make it through the night, I wanted to be there.

So off I go in the snow. The roads really weren't all that bad. Not great but good enough to get me there safely.

Once I got to Lawton, my mom and I go up to the vet to see Beamer.

I was so scared as to what I would see. I knew that all it would take was one look at him to know if he was going to be okay.

And this is what I saw...


Head was up, eyes alert, on his feet and tag wagging.

Thank you God.

My mom had said that just that morning he could barely lift his head, tail was down and couldn't even stand up.

An improvement already.

The vet came in and also gave us good news that Beamer completely saturated his towel with urine just before we got there. Any of you in the medical field know that, dog or human, urine output when there is kidney failure is a GREAT sign.

He explained the blood work to me, reinstating that it didn't look good. But the blood work in the morning would really tell us if he will be okay. If blood work goes up, we are in trouble. If it stays the same or goes down, we may have some hope.

I dreamt all night that night about getting that call about his blood work results. I even had actual numbers in my head from my dream of what they would be. Needless to say, I was so worried. I anxiously waited by the phone at 7:30 AM for the phone call.

Here were his results just ONE day later:

Kidney FX: Creatinine (Normal 0.5-1.8) 2/9: >6.0 <--VERY High
                                                              2/10: 0.6 <--NORMAL!!

                   BUN        (Normal 7-27)    2/9: 72 <---VERY High
                                                             2/10: 17 <---NORMAL!!

Liver FX: AST (Normal 10-100) 2/9: >1000 <---VERY High
                                                   2/10: 812 <--Still abnormal but WAY less

                ALT (Normal 12-23)  2/9: >2000 <--VERY High
                                                   2/10: >2000 <---Still High

Let me explain that: Beamer's kidney function was now COMPLETELY NORMAL. Not just lower but NORMAL!

Liver function still was high but the vet said it was going to just take time. The kidney functioning was most concerning long term.

Wow. I was in shock. God is SO good!!

Beamer most definitely had the Lord watching over him every step of the way.

He stayed one more night at the vet on continuous IV fluids and got to go home Friday afternoon.

So what exactly was it that wreaked havoc over Beamer's system? Most likely a really bad infection that was in his GI tract and then somehow got into his bloodstream. We are blaming him eating cat poop. Haha Sounds funny but really makes the most sense. Dogs think it's good for them because it tastes so good (gross!) and look where it got him.

Crazy though. What a whirlwind of emotions. SO glad all that is over and Beamer is doing better. He did have to go back to the vet this week because his fever came back. But blood work was still all within normals limits so they changed his antibiotic and gave him something different for his liver.

It's amazing how much our dogs really do become one of the family. It's when something like this happens that you really realize how much you would miss them not being here. That their personality and company are so valuable and irreplaceable.

That being said, now it's time for THIS weeks important update.

Valentine's Day:  Wes and I bought a new puppy!!

Wes didn't have this planned, it just so happened to work itself out ON Valentine's Day. But who could say no to their wife on Valentine's Day right? :)

She is a 6 week old Yorkie. ADORABLE! Meet Lexi!




So far she has been great. I'm not going to say she hasn't peed and pooped many times in the house but she has also gone to the bathroom outside plenty of times too, on her own. So I'm hoping this is a good start and potty training won't be too bad.

We have decided to crate train her and I am already loving it. She sleeps all night now without going to the bathroom in her crate. She stays in the crate all day, if we are gone, and no accidents. Pretty impressive!

I hope getting her used to the crate when she is this young will prove to be a good thing. She is chewing on everything though. She has three different chew toys but they don't always keep her attention as much as cords and blankets. I'm pretty sure she already understands the word "No!" but who's to really know when they are this young?

I'm SO excited to have her though! I have been talking about wanting a puppy since the wedding so I finally got Wes convinced that we do in fact need a pet to nurture. :) Better that than a baby right? I think so! No babies for us yet.

Okay this post is long enough. I hope it kept you all interested enough to read all the way to that end. I will leave you with this saying I noticed after Beamer's health scare. It is from the front of my Philosophy "Hope in a Jar" moisturizer (inspiration comes in the weirdest places!):

"Where there is hope there can be faith, where there is faith miracles can occur."


Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Oklahoma Blizzard 2011

Only in Oklahoma do you have 75 degree temperatures on a Saturday and then have a massive blizzard three days later. You think I would be used to this ever changing weather since I grew up in Oklahoma, but it really doesn't get easier.

Clinicals were cancelled yesterday and today. :( We will eventually have to make up the days sometime this semester. Pretty bummed about missing out on newborn week on the OB floor. But glad they called off school so everyone can stay safe and warm at home.

[Begin rant...]
So..5 AM yesterday morning..Wes is up and starts to put on his long johns and socks like he is actually going to work. Really?! Yeah, I was a very defiant wife and took his socks away, telling him he is not going to leave this house. I even threatened to throw the car keys in the 3 foot snow drifts so he couldn't find them. (Pretty intense huh? I'm really not always this way. Just when lives are at risk)

Then I hear the weather in the background say, "If you get out and get stuck this morning, be ready to wait until possibly tomorrow sometime before someone comes to help." Ummm... really? Is delivering mail THAT worth it. Not to me it's not.

I eventually was able to talk some sense into Wes and help him to realize the true danger of the weather outside and he called into work. Thank you God.

I just couldn't imagine him driving to work and then walking the streets in the condition it was outside. Not worth it.

However, Wes has heard from other carriers that they HAVE to make it to work, no matter what the weather, or they will get fired.

This is what we were going back and forth on at 5 AM. If he goes in, he might not even make it there and be stranded for who knows how long. But on the other hand, if he doesn't go in, he could lose his job. Now losing his job is definitely not a good option for us right now since we are living off of his income. Big decision to make.

But I didn't care. No job or money is worth the life of my husband. So I put my foot down and insisted he stay home. And as it turns out, many carriers were getting stuck right and left and were sent home early. Some were even sent home before getting once single piece of mail out.

Like I said...not worth it.

I was shocked listening to the news yesterday as they casually discussed the mail carriers that were having to endure the weather because they took a "creed"  when they took the job that the mail will be delivered, no matter what the circumstances. Creed? What creed?

Paraphrased quote from the news anchor: "And of course it's the first of the month, so it is a very important day for the post office. Those welfare and social security checks have to get out so people will have their money."

What?! No one can even make it TO the bank to get their money! Really?!

Great paying job....treated like dogs...How many more months of school? 179 days to be exact. And then maybe once I have a steady income, Wes can finally go back to music recording and doing what the loves to do.
[End rant...whew..glad I got that out]

Until then, we trust God to take care of us and provide for us in all we need.

Wes went into work this morning and made it safely with no problems. And he still has his job. God is good.

Here are a few pictures I have taken to document the Oklahoma Blizzard of 2011.

The snow drift on our from porch. We were smart after learning from last years snow storm and bought a shovel back in December. So we decided to put the new shovel to use and make a pathway just in case our mailman made it to our house (yeah right!).


Wes making some progress on the pathway and showing just how high the drift was.


This is what we did last night. Watched the third series of Lord of the Rings. Once again, Wes got me to watch a series that I thought I would never enjoy. But turns out, he was right. I really did like it! Now we have to find another movie series to watch...any ideas? Already watched all the Star Wars too. :)


Picture from the front door this morning. The sun is so deceiving..it was 8 degrees with a windchill of -10 when I took this. Brr!!


Wes took the RAV4 this morning to work so here is the Honda. Yeah..I'm not going anywhere today.


Our wonderful pathway Wes shoved. Good job honey!!


View from our living room window. Winter wonderland!


Okay, look at this picture really close..See something wrong? Yup! We have had NO hot water in the bathroom since 2 PM yesterday. Not even a single drop is coming out. We spent all day yesterday afternoon up in the attic trying to find where it is frozen but had no luck. We do have hot water in the kitchen sink though. Weird. So I most definately washed my hair in the kitchen sink this morning. Hey..gotta work with what you have! At least we didn't lose electricity. Guess we will just have to wait until the temperature comes up enough to unfreeze the pipe. May not be for a few days though but it could be worse.


Back yard. Hard to tell but there are some pretty high drifts. Probably up to my waist.


View of the front yard.


For those of you in Oklahoma or in the line of this crazy blizzard..stay warm and stay safe.